Friday, April 23, 2010

Easier Said Than Done

2:13am

Yeah so I'm in a bad mood. For starters I have no hot water in this apartment and the studio I was supposed to record at this evening today flopped! I absolutely hate when people screw with my time. I take my music very seriously and I have NO time to waste! Anyways, on the up side of things, my 1st single "Byee Boyy" will be featured on a mixtape where the bonus track came directly from MC Lite herself! More info on that when it's able for download in May.

Today's Topic : "How to pick em'.. Easier said than done"
I want to talk about all these dudes referring to themselves as "bosses, fly,Gods" ect. Then these females that refer to themselves as "barbies, divas, bossettes" ect. It's getting entirely out of hand! Growing up I remember people always wanting to date the person with the newest sneakers and clothes, who had "all the money", but that's when I was growing up! Well, now that I'm "grown" I see that a lot of people's mentality on what it means to be "on top" has traveled back in time. I remember talking to you all about focusing first on your needs and then on your wants. People don't get me wrong now! We all want that good looking, well dressed, "getting money" person by our side. However, a lot of us don't look for anything beyond that. We don't think for the future. Hell, sometimes we don't even think with our hearts. People have totally canceled out the "getting to know each other" factor out of dating. All we see when we look at each other these days are a "come up".
Ladies we wonder why these guys act as though they are above us and don't care about our feelings, well it's because we never give them a chance to. We automatically think that they are worthy of our trust, time, love because of a few kind words from him and because he's "that n*gga" in the hood. Fellas you wonder why you feel as though you can't trust any of these girls these days, it's because a lot of you are either going around looking for just a "bad bitch" or the same thing we are looking for, perfection. This perfection is only that in everyone's eyes but our own. I'm just saying people if we put a little more time and effort into first off thinking about what we need and deserve in a relationship then take the time to get to know someone and see if they have potential to fill those needs then there will be a lot less unhappy humans :). I'm sorry but you aint bossing shit just because you have some Louis & Gucci, threw a few parties, ran a few scams, got a fat ass, or a good weave. You're not doing anything the average person can't do. A real boss in my eyes does something that people can look up to, take notes from, that can possibly become history in some form. A boss does'nt work just for their success to be something that is just for the "moment". A real boss doesn't work solely to show off and make other people feel low. I'm not hating on anyone's way of life. If you are content living simple then by all means continue. But I am saying not to get too comfortable. There should always be a fall back option!


I Call This : "What It Is"
Now every year I say ima be a rapper/well talk is cheap and I aint no fu*king actor/So ima take my time so I can master/what a lot of yall fools have made into a disaster/I'm after all the recognition/From the greats who have made it and conquered my mission/gonna take a few right and wrong decisions/but ima catch whatever balls that this game is pitching/point the haters out middle finger upright/used to be the homie now you acting all uptight/this is real life n*gga no twilight/im addicted to the music you addicted to the limelight/nobodys gonn up and live my dreams/so "I" had to be the first letter in my team/every human aint as real as they seem/just barbies and kens so easily pretend-ing...

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

Freestyles & Insomnia ! Listen In !

2:45am

Is it me or does almost everyone suffer from insomnia these days? Seriously all these social networks, micro-blogging sites, and sitcoms on Nick At Nite are to blame lol. Im up thinking about music as usual! I just uploaded my "Get'n Money Freestyle", "There They Go Snippet" & "Roger That Freestyle" to my YouTube channel which I will invite you all to really soon! But you can see them hear and see 2 out of 3 them here.

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What About Your Friends ?

10:03pm


So i called my school this morning and of course they still "didn't receive the payment". Then my sister comes home and she has a really thin envelope in her hand which I thought was possibly my money order returned! So i grabbed it out of her hand, it came from my school. Inside was a receipt for $675.00 -__-. Do I have all rights to call and raise a little hell tomorrow? Lol, I won't though. I'm just going to be happy I didn't really lose that money!

Anyways...
Today I would like to discuss friendship. Well, arguments within a "clique" to be specific! We all go through it! I know I do! This whole friendship thing is just like a relationship between lovers, it's going to have good times and bad times, make-ups & break-ups, & maybe even some fights. But when do you know that it's time to really call it quits in that "friendship" or at least keep your distance?

I personally feel it is time to let go when you have to question EVERYTHING that you say or do around that person; what or who you bring around that person; If you find yourself judging your "friend", all of a sudden feeling as though they are just another person beneath you, there is definitely a problem!

One of the biggest issues in friendships is what I would like to label as "Snaking"! Snaking is basically doing things to hurt someone, or to make them look or feel bad in a subliminal way or just simply behind their back. When you catch yourself doing "snake" sh*t to your "friend" that you and your friend would usually do to them people "yall dont fu*k with". Um, it's over! We are all human and make mistakes, that's where the act of forgiveness comes into play. But um, let me tell you something, just like everything else in life there's gotta be a limit on this forgiveness sh*t doe! Look if you of a certain age, been through stuff and overcame em with your friends and you're STILL doing the same sh*t I forgave your for (counts 1 2 3 4) years ago.. WE COULD NEVER BE FRIENDS!! Lol. Once you know your friend has snaked you and it was some premeditated sh*t, trust that it will be hard to forgive and you will never forget! Please believe this is a post that goes out to both males & females cause I see yall with the weak ass "twitarguments" & bbm statuses. When you take your arguments with your friends public doe... it has officially gone to far and possibly hit rock bottom!

What are some things you may have argued or fought with a friend about?


What are some things you have forgiven but not forgotten?


What is the true meaning of friendship to you?

My real friends. Keep it real with me. Period! My real friends don't entertain or play into the drama. They attempt to mediate. My real friends don't call everyone their "friend, sister, bestie". My real friends know that truth hurts but learning the "truth is a lie" hurts more so they tell me like it is whether I like it or not. My real friends know that even if we go a while without speaking for whatever reason, when we do talk it will be like no time has passed at all! The list goes on! I LOVE MY FRIENDS DOE !!!!

People sit back & think... Who are my real friends? Why? What have we been through? What have we overcome? I mean really think? And check their recent "snaketivity resume". If they been snaking more than they've been loyal. Enough said.



I CALL THIS ONE FRIENEMIES !

We go back like waking up early to cop JOs/Matter fact we been hanging hard since play dough/I tell you everything aint see you since May doe/But you always there when I call my n*gga so faithful/But I meant to ask you bout what I heard/How ever since I been doing my thing I been acting like a bird/That's crazy like you gotta hella nerve/Supposed to support my success but you hating, and that hurts/Remember I used to spot you bread when need be/Introduced you to change took your life off repeat/Cause if I had it then you had it too/Guess you were highly intimidated my life's latitude/But snakes change skin started with your attitude/I know you reading this thinking that I'm mad at you/But I'm doing too good to bad u can't say the same/I'm content doe knowing I aint the one to blame....

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Where Have I Been ??

12:40am

Wassup everyone!! I'm here bored as the days are long. I don't even know why I am up right now honestly because I have a long day ahead. I have 10am conference call. Then I have to go to the post office to get a refund for this money order! Ughh let me tell yall what happened mannnnn! I mailed a payment to my school to pay off my tuition and of course they "didn't receive it". So, now I have to go to the post office and get a refund and go there personally and make the payment! Tuhhhh ! Then, I have a Dr. appt in SoHo followed by a potential studio session uptown in the BX! Okay enough about that!!

People I am about to go all the way in with this music! Are you all ready doe?
I am working on my youtube page as you read this & I am working on creating the video for my first single "Byee Boyy"! LISTEN TO IT HERE http://moby.to/rjh92a


I don't want to put out no "half ass" work. I want you all to know that I am serious about what I am doing. So I am going to invest and deliver nothing but greatness to you all!

Today's Topic: If I Don't Need It , Then I Don't Want It !

Ladies and Gentlemen have you ever dated someone that you gave your all to? Gave to the point where you lost your love for yourself in the mids? You begin to make that person's happiness a priority & put yours on the back burner? This is where we get it (pardon me) but FUCKED UP ! If at any point you feel that you are losing your mind ... losing yourself ... because of someone else, you need to reevaluate the situation you are in! PERIOD! I've been there a few times and now I go by the motto "Focus 1st on my NEEDS & 2nd on my WANTS" ! A lot of times people get the two confused. We begin to feel as though we "need" someone, need their love, need to hear their voice, need their kisses & hugs, need their love? But is this "love" really that? Something to definitely think about! Letting go is a process but people when it comes to a point where letting go feels easier than holding on, it's because that rope that you were holding onto is now as thin as string. Let go of that want and onto your NEEDS and what you DESERVE!! :)


& I'm back on this 2 train/ to the place I said I'd never let my heart beat again/ be again! & we could never get along/ wish I never woulda listened to that replacement song/ & um.. I need to just grow up/ & all the love I have for u I need to just throw up/ cuz u won't even remember me when dat ass blow up/ ull be leavin with that last girl when I was first to show up/ & I'm steady breaking down/but its almost like I can't breathe when u aint around/ all my friends be mad at me saying u a clown/but ur love it be the greatest weed I smoke it by the pound/ ughh u don't know what u do to me/ sometimes I think u do this shit just to fuckin ruin me/ Baby why the hell can't u just be true to me/ I proved my loyalty overcame all ya cruelty/ & I just wanna cry now suckin up my tears/ cuz I can't believe I dealt w/ u bout to be 2 years/ to me I call it love but to u its just "there"/falling so hard I just faced my biggest fear/ but time aint enuff & I love yous just words/ I guess ill believe in u when u curve all them birds/ no more appetizers dinner is served/ Gabbichka's on the platter & u satisfied with her/ & I wake up out my dream world/ thinking the day would come when I'd be ya dream girl...



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