Where Have I Been ??

12:40am

Wassup everyone!! I'm here bored as the days are long. I don't even know why I am up right now honestly because I have a long day ahead. I have 10am conference call. Then I have to go to the post office to get a refund for this money order! Ughh let me tell yall what happened mannnnn! I mailed a payment to my school to pay off my tuition and of course they "didn't receive it". So, now I have to go to the post office and get a refund and go there personally and make the payment! Tuhhhh ! Then, I have a Dr. appt in SoHo followed by a potential studio session uptown in the BX! Okay enough about that!!

People I am about to go all the way in with this music! Are you all ready doe?
I am working on my youtube page as you read this & I am working on creating the video for my first single "Byee Boyy"! LISTEN TO IT HERE http://moby.to/rjh92a


I don't want to put out no "half ass" work. I want you all to know that I am serious about what I am doing. So I am going to invest and deliver nothing but greatness to you all!

Today's Topic: If I Don't Need It , Then I Don't Want It !

Ladies and Gentlemen have you ever dated someone that you gave your all to? Gave to the point where you lost your love for yourself in the mids? You begin to make that person's happiness a priority & put yours on the back burner? This is where we get it (pardon me) but FUCKED UP ! If at any point you feel that you are losing your mind ... losing yourself ... because of someone else, you need to reevaluate the situation you are in! PERIOD! I've been there a few times and now I go by the motto "Focus 1st on my NEEDS & 2nd on my WANTS" ! A lot of times people get the two confused. We begin to feel as though we "need" someone, need their love, need to hear their voice, need their kisses & hugs, need their love? But is this "love" really that? Something to definitely think about! Letting go is a process but people when it comes to a point where letting go feels easier than holding on, it's because that rope that you were holding onto is now as thin as string. Let go of that want and onto your NEEDS and what you DESERVE!! :)


& I'm back on this 2 train/ to the place I said I'd never let my heart beat again/ be again! & we could never get along/ wish I never woulda listened to that replacement song/ & um.. I need to just grow up/ & all the love I have for u I need to just throw up/ cuz u won't even remember me when dat ass blow up/ ull be leavin with that last girl when I was first to show up/ & I'm steady breaking down/but its almost like I can't breathe when u aint around/ all my friends be mad at me saying u a clown/but ur love it be the greatest weed I smoke it by the pound/ ughh u don't know what u do to me/ sometimes I think u do this shit just to fuckin ruin me/ Baby why the hell can't u just be true to me/ I proved my loyalty overcame all ya cruelty/ & I just wanna cry now suckin up my tears/ cuz I can't believe I dealt w/ u bout to be 2 years/ to me I call it love but to u its just "there"/falling so hard I just faced my biggest fear/ but time aint enuff & I love yous just words/ I guess ill believe in u when u curve all them birds/ no more appetizers dinner is served/ Gabbichka's on the platter & u satisfied with her/ & I wake up out my dream world/ thinking the day would come when I'd be ya dream girl...


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